Hi
this will be the first Mother's Day without my amazing mum. She died of metastatic BC in January and this week has been hard.
During the weekend I was in Benidorm with 12 of her friends for a holiday she has booked for her 50th birthday but didn't make it :( ... the minute i got off the plane back home I felt sad. And now with Sunday coming up I'm really struggling.
it absolutely breaks me that I'm only 26 and I will never see my mum again. She didn't deserve it, she was amazing, she was so much fun and I just can't get my head around it :(. All I want is to hug her again, go shopping with her, go into her room at night and say goodnight but I can't
x